I've made one too many mistakes.
And to be honest, i'm not happy
With the person that I have become.
FUCK.

Sorry if my font size is too small for your
Shitty little eyes. Not. I don't really care.

I started College, wow. Ha. It's a lot different.
I actually think I like it. :) It's a shame noone
ever uses Xanga anymore, this used to be the
shit. Haha, oh well. I don't think there is a thing
such as True love. Hm. Actually, I don't really
know much at all. But you know what I hate?

:\ I hate losing good friends. :x. Dating isn't
worth losing someone in the end. So, why do
people date in the first place? 97% it will
always end. Sorta bullshit, if you think about it.

I got a new xanga layout, and I love it. :)

A wise girl kisses, but doesn't love.
Listens, but doesn't believe.
And Leaves, before she is left.

Simple as that. No strings attached.

I miss you, Dusty.

I'm scared. I keep doing things that I somehow begin to regret a bit. I told myself I would never regret anything. Live life to its fullest. With no regrets. Ever. But I seem to think, and regret a lot that I've done in the past. I am not proud of who I am at all. Fucking hell. Xanga is so cool. Haha. I've been on the market now, for over 2 weeks now.. :\ It's weird, but I like the single life.  :( I don't know what to do. I hate going to the stupid hospital 8 times a month. It's annoying and a waste of gas. Fuck Emory. They don't know shit. I love my dog so much. She looks so beauitful when she's sleeping. I need to spend more time with my dog.. Now that i'm single again, I've been hanging out with more people. I miss Snow :(. Ugh, I feel like such a bad mom to her. Fucking shit. I'm never home. And when I am fucking home, I'm asleep. Garbage. My mom yelled at me again for having a messy room. I want to cry :(. I hate cigarettes. I hate xanax bars. I hate alcohol. I hate everything. What the hell is this rant about? Life. Is. Brilliant.

Love.